nice day

went to keppel again on thur...
tot it will b a half a day event n actuali i was looking forward to eating my kfc for lunch at jp...
but e thing drag until 2plus...
but tink dey did tried v hard to persuade me n huang hui to change our mind...
dey got 5 scholars ( 3 young scholars, 2 senior scholars) and the MD n the executive director for HR to tok to us....
din noe we meant so much to dem...
even romell, one of the young scholars sae tt it speaks volume of us when the top management is so willing to arrange all these jux for me n huang hui...
me alr tot out the path i wanted...
i will still do accountancy...den 3 yrs at off shore n marine to gain experience...
at the end of my bond, i will try to go over to keppel corp...
jux accepted my scholarship on fri
2dae was oso my last day in sch...
as much as i may not like the attitude of most of the students,
i will still treasure the memories i had der...
esp the mini surprise tt 1d1 gave me...
i was indeed touched...cos din expect it...
guessed i carn haf much complain over these 10wks of experience...
thx 1d1..it has been v interesting n fun teaching u guys=)

finali

finali i received a call 2dae from keppel...
yeah i haf being awarded the scholarship...so hapi...
but the coo of keppel o & m wanted to tok to me n huang hui...
cos he wanted to persuade us to take engineering instead of accountancy...
so need to go down to keppel ltr this morning at 830am...
but dun tink i will change my mind...
cos i reali dun wan to do engineering...totally no interest in it...
but mux gif him face..so i decide to go n c wat he has to sae...
he's a nice guy...
2dae is also my 1st day at nuh...
actuali interacting wif the psychartric patients wasn't as scary as wat i tot...
true enuf tt some of dem may not behave like normal human beings in terms of their actions...
but dey r still v nice...
tot dem how to do balloon sculpting after some crash course on it by zhichao...
not bad..it's not v hard...
i learnt how to do dog n mouse n a bit of flower....
den after the session wif the psychartric patients ended, we went to the children's ward...
this is the first time i being to the children's ward...
it's v beautiful n colorful i mux comment...
n it feels gd when the children smiled as they played wif the balloon...
guess it's a gd start=)

hope it will b fine

went for my keppel final round of interview...
duno y i was abit nervous when i went into the room...was shivering...
tt's quite unusual....guess it went v smoothly except for the part where they asked me y i wan to study accountancy...
i gave my reasons but i dun tink i answered the qn v well...
only 7 people made it to the final round..last yr dey awarded 5 scholarships...
wonder this yr how will it goes...hope everything will turn out to b fine...
i guessed it's a 50-50 chance tt i will get it...
dun wan to give myself too much hope.....
funni leh..the agd haven replied...sometimes no news means gd news rite?
i hope it works tt way...
dis 2 days i m like in a mini crisis...
i slept my 2 afternoons away...
dun even feel like dragging myself out of the bed to go for a run or do weights...
is this the sign of burn out?
i duno..but i hope not...tink i haf slept enuf liao...
i mus start to get myself together...n start to exercise again n do those things tt i m supposed to do....
hope i get gd news from the various sholarships board...
i jux need 1 to make my day=)

my mum

2dae my mum tok to me n my sis...
she sae tt if e both of us go stay hostel, den the hse will b v lonely...
her words made me haf 2nd thoughts about staying in hostel....
n now i m confused....she like v sad...how...
if i was still wif winnie in the past, she wld haf gave me gd advice n made me c things from a diff pt of view...
even if she carn, jux by hugging her can make me forget my problems at least for tt moment...
tt's how wonderful n how impt she is to me...
but i mux tell myself it's all in the past liao...
den i m wondering if i sld buy assessment books for xinyi...
but she got alot liao leh...dun wan to stress her...sld i or sld i not?
thou it may seem 2 many tt i made decisions pretty fast but der r times where i m lost n tt's where winnie cum into e pict...
tmr is mon..sian...i dun wan to go 2 sch....
tink it's a waste of my time.....

i wont forget tt kick on my face

this is my 101 blog..howeva, it's not a hapi one...
went for tkd trg today...got off the bus at teh wrong bus stop....
bad omen...reali sld haf believe it...for the first time i got off at the wrong bus stop n guess wat happened after tt?
during trg, i sparred wif this 2nd dan guy who is going for his 3rd dan soon...guess v much older den us...
b4 we sparred, he sae lac...jux show technique, dun go hard...
so i relac, keep doing alot of kick...wanting to improve my attacking techniques...
den he suddenly did a turning kick to my face....n i gana...
fuck man...tot dun go for the face during trg?
this e first time i gana kick in my face....it's not tt pain...
jux tt my mouth got uclers n a little bit swollen....
i duno wat to sae...
thou i mux sae tt he is a gd fighter....
sky sae i believe him too easili liao...in e sense tt he sae jux play technique, dun go hard...
carn believe a 2nd dan dun mean his words...
even mr ong sae he saw me spar for the initial part n he noe i m jux using techniques....
during e sparring, e 2nd dan ask me i so confident abt my face ar, dun need to guard it..
i was quite surprised by his question..cos tot dun aim head...
he is not like louis...louis go for the head...but he will jux put his leg der on ur face...to show u tt he can get u in ur face...
but this kick wake me up n made me realise i m still not so gd in my sparring....
super lot of areas for improvement....
suddenly felt tt i m lousy...actuali after sparring wif ronald, i got the feeling tt i m improving...
cos ronald is the type of guy tt wont relac one during sparring...
but this 2nd dan made me questioned my skills...
i will strive for improvement....i swear...i wan to reach his level...gif me time n i will do it
angeline gave me 2 dragonflies 2dae after trg...
quite nice...so touched by her actions...now i m jux wondering where sld i put those 2 dragonflies....
all in all, i wont forget today...
oh ya.. i went for my scholarship interview at smu...
tink i performed not bad....sld b able to get e smu scholarship...
after den i will decide which uni i will go....
i wont eva forget the kick...

my 100th blog

this is my 100th blog...is it a milestone?mayb...
but i m not v hapi 2dae...so frustrated wif teaching
wonder if i can last until next fri...tinking of ways of how to skip sch n jux relax myself...
dun gif so much damned abt the 65 bucks per day
got into keppel final round...together wif huang hui...
tmr going down to smu for 2nd round interview...
still waiting for agd to call me..tink sld b by this wk ba...
tink sld b able to get the scholarship...i hope so....
went for my nuh training 2dae...a visit to the phsychatric ward
tink will reali b an experience dealing wif the phsychatric patients...
nvm deal wif dem n i mux sae not alot of pple haf a chance to interact wif dem...
hope it will turn out to b ok...n a gd experience...
next wed is officiali my 1st session wif dem...
den mayb 2 months plus ltr tranSfer to the children's ward for some other experiences...
tt's my plan...
yeah..tmr got tkd..tink now tkd reali bcum an impt part of my life lor
partly cos of the close bond i haf wif some of the pple like sky, joey n angeline.. n everytime i c bryan i will feel hapi...
looking forward to the nanyang ger's high demonstration

99th entry

wah...times fly..this is my 99th entry liao..so fast
tink blogging is reali a gd thing....i can nvm imagine me writing a diary...
so girlish..n sissy...but blogging is gd...can sae wateva i wan to sae...
went for trg on sat...at simei again..this time i took a train der..
wakao..e journey almost kill me lor...so boring...
den i strike lottery on my way 2 simei green...
took e same bus as angeline n her mum...carn believe my luck lor
den i so scared of her tt i dun dare to call her aunty..
so in the life, she stunned me by saying ' y, duno how to call aunty ar'
i was shocked lor..wat a way to start trg...
angeline's bro din cum for trg...tink it's better tt way...can train better n at peace...
wore my adidas black belt gi for the first time..
thou not season, but v comfortable to wear...n somehow, i can spar better wif tt...haha
so weird rite?haha
but din get to spar much until e end of the train...
2 on 2 sparring...me partner angeline vs sky n joey...
tot i wont get my gi dirty...haiz..in e end still black cos of the sparring..partly cos everytime i tried to protect her from sky or joey den e 2 of dem will attack me...
but at least tt ger not so bad..got liang xin..will sms while i was on my way back to thx me for trying to shield her n ask if i m ok...quite nice...

black belt gi

got my black belt gi 2dae...
n mr ong asked me n sky to wear it for trainings in the future...
so guess i haf to wear for the simei training...
n this time, i dun haf a choice liao..since i haf to put on my black belt gi...
will teach ya ting's bro a lesson...
spar wif ronald n this indonesian guy...quite satisfied wif my counter attack techniques...
n my back hood..on target...
getting more n more confident abt my sparring....
which is a gd thing...

scholarship interviews

went for my agd interview yesterday n my keppel 2nd round 2dae...
tink i did well for both...
the agd interview is a bit like the psc interview...
sharp comments etc...but not as bad as the real psc interview...
came out of the room super confident cos of their last 2 qn...
dey ask if i really want the scholarship and if i will beak bond...
so guess 70% chance of getting it i tink...yup....
70% cos i dun wan to give myself too much hope...
as for the keppel interview...huang hui tok for 30min...which i tok was v long liao...
i went in at 0930...i came out at 1015...
oh man, i haf tok for 45 mins n times flies man..
but it's not a bad thing...tink i sld b able to go to the final round....
dey looked v satisfied wif everything i sae....
guess n hope everything will cum to a nice beautiful ending...

sian...

tink i wasted my sun away...
played ball in the morning...den dozed off while marking my exam papers...
btw e time i woke up, it's near 5pm liao..
din get to go visit my grandma...
den sky sae he carn pass me my gi 2dae...
so i went to cut my hair...
den duno y 2dae the salon so many pple..was told tt i need 2 wait for 1hr plus..
so in e end i din get to cut my hair...
at least i did a bit of weights 2dae...but this wk din run...
haiz...can feel my fats cuming out liao...tmr die die mux cut hair liao...
cos tue n wed got scholarship interview...looking forward to wed..
cos dun need to go sch
after my interview on wed, i will haf a nice lunch wif my mum n afternoon is either go simei if der's a need or i will wan to go for a long run...den at nite i will watch mi3...so cool...
but den next wk oso quite killer...cos all the papers cum in liao...
i noe der's some work tt i m supposed to do but haven get it done..
no mood..dun feel like doing..
nvm la...6sir had trained me well...i m gd at producing decent last minute work...haha
den fri mostly likely go out wif sky n ya ting n mayb titus...
sld b fun...cos can suan her n can hear the 'herrr' sound....haha...
den sat got trg...cool...
sound like a busy wk...den it's oso ben's bdae...my sis' bdae...

world cup fever

ok...the world cup fever have hit me...
went to queensway wif ben to buy jersey...cos he sae he oso wan to buy...
brazil world cup tournament jersey is so expensive lor
97 bucks for brazil...75 bucks for england n 85 bucks for germany...
thou i dun reali like england n germany design...
but spending 97 on a jersey is quite crazy...
so in the end i brought the brazil trg jersey for 67 bucks...
like the material n it's quite nice too...n it's 30 bucks cheaper...
can buy 1 more shirt wif the 30 bucks...
n yet at the same time will haf the brazil feeling while watching world cup...haha...
so i m quite hapi wif my purchase...yeah
den after tt is coffee at coffee club n xiao long bao at sixth ave wif ben n ching...
so fun to hang out wif frens n jux enjoy the nite...
haha...tmr i m on standby....need to go simei when activated...haha
like back to e army...

black belt

2dae was one of my more relac dae in sch...
dun need to start exam paper or collect exam paper..
jux go into class n invigilate...so easy...haha...
after tt rushed down to aljunied to get my tkd black belt gi n belt wif titus, sky n mr ong...
had so much fun wif titus n sky together
cos we r suaning angeline..so fun...n e noise tt she made when she's speechless is so cute...
haha...but she v lucki la...got 3 handsome n nice 'bao mu' tt can fight quite well n protect her somemore..thou she oso poom belt...
den she v funi..keep telling me tt she wan to mark paper...ask me to let her mark my papers...
haha....
now tt i had brought my black belt gi, i die die mux get my black belt...if not i c e gi n carn wear, i will b v sad one...carn wait to put it on...
my aim this wk is to finish marking the sec 1 nt science exam paper....
oh ya..me n sky supposed to coach angeline sparring...
some how or rather i tink titus tink i m not tt bad...can c from the way he tok to me n the way he coach me....n mr ong too...ask me to fight wif daniel...abit siao lor...
but i dun tink i m gd enuf...n mayb not gd enuf to coach angeline...
c how things go lor....guess coaching her will b fun...
can make her gi dirty...=)

e world is small

tink the world is quite small 2dae....
went for the keppel ability test in the afternoon....saw huang hui der....
was super shocked to c him....
but he's not shocked...cos he noe i went for the first round...
the interviewer mentioned my name to him...haha
e world is small...
it will b gd if we can get the scholarship 2gether...
e ability test super sian...real sian...but no choice...
had to go thru it...2nd rd interview is on 10 may...at 0915
n huang hui sae his is on 10 may too at 9am....
so only 15 min or even less for the 2nd round interview?
wonder wat dey ask....keep asking the same thing oso sian...
n my agd interview is on 9 may...wah...
everything packed together...luckily now is exam period..
so not too bad...