sTresS!!!

dix wk quite stress
duno y keep having the feeling that i din prep my range v well...
mabe it's bcos i m doing it wifout a proper lesson plan n hence i use the bmt btp lesson plan
keep tinking tt der's no reason not to have a lesson plan
n e admin prep a bit cock up
up til now i still duno who r my appt h0lders....
den dis wk oso conducted 2 runs
a lot of admin work...haizzz

my dear sae she a bit tong ku cos i m v busy
carn help....noe i haven been spending time wif her...
but the dinner on sat was gd...went bukit timah n ate a lot...

like e black stripe shirt tt i brought n wore for the 2PDF anniversary dinner
had fun wif the 2LTs in the bn
tink we bonded a bit thru all the shit, esp the hq offr n bso n all the 2ICs
hahha

sad wk???

heritage run is finali over liao
v relieved but after heritage run, e next 2 upcoming event is gifing me quite a headache
tt's e icsb shoot and ahm 05
nvm i will make it happen no matter wat

s3 sae t todae is my last leave until i clear my soc....
haiz...
use my leave n off to threaten me...
v painful, reali v painful...
tink i mux clear my soc liao...

she pass me a keychain..
v nice keychain, v exquisite
wonder how she noe i need a keychain for my office drawer and my bunk key...
tink jux coincidence lah cos i nvm mention abt those keys b4
but i like it a lot
so sweet of her..
she's reali treating me v nice

tmr is my maiden wkend bdo duty...
dey sae wkend bdo v slack but tink i will be quite occupied cox i got a lot of work tt need to be done
n supposed to get it done todae but i went on my leave....

brought her to c my grandma 2dae...
gana caught by xinyin at clementi...
e cat is out of e bag liao...
expect it to b out sooner or ltr so i m actuali quite oki wif it...

sick again

dix wk i m sick twice...
after my throat infection came a bad flu n dix stupid flu cause me to mis my wkly basketball...
n next wk i m bdo on sat bcos of the stupid 2pdf open hse n e stupid nicholas is e bdo n he carn do it....
sld ask him to go n check w jacky rather den i do lor....
wtf m i doing it???
i m doing it cox i gif woo tian face as i tink he is oki guy

y liverpool draw 0-0 wif boro huh?
y draw again...is it a sign tt dey r not going to win e league dix season?
hope dix not e case but my morale drop when i c dem draw...
haiz...

heritage run is finali over....
not much cock up n surprising e transport din cock up n all credits go to rod for making it happen...
tink he work e hardest among me, woo tian n ernest....
n his stupid boss dun appreciate it...felt unjustice for him...

next up e big event is e Bn (5 coys) range on 31 aug...
tink it's time to prep liao...
not much time left n i haven doen anything abt it...
but it's oki.. cos i will make it happen...

i m sick

finali
i m down w a throat infection...
thou it's shitty being a sick boi,
but tink it came at a rite time
let me take a break
any way i got my dear to deliver some herbal tea kinda of drink all e way to my hse 4 me to drink
quite sweet of her

went to c my grandma on national dae...went w my mom
my grandma tok alot
even ask when i m getting married...
she sae 22 yrs old can get married liao
so funny

i din went 2dae

i din went to c my grandma dix wk...
duno y...
not tt i dun wana c her but my gut feeling tell me tt she wont b hapi dix wk when i go n c her....
wat m i tinking man...
tink i will go during national dae wif my mom if she's going....

din realise it's august liao...tink can start to apply for my local scholarship liao...
hope i can get one...

planning to get a bike but duno where got gd lobang...

glad tt i tried

me n her tok alot on tue...tok abt our feelings...
i told her how i felt and in the end we decided to gif it a try...
sort of like a trial period...

so now is abt 1 wk into the r/n liao...
actuali felt quite good...
she's one of the few pple tt dun make me feel like i m an offr...
others always sae ' offr leh' n me quite sian abt it....
up to now, she's not possessive unlike my ex...
she gif me the space i needed for other things in my life
she wont disturb me when i m busy...
basicalli, she's v considerate...

it's was on tue tt i realised she's a v strong ger after listening to her story of how she cope w her famili probs like death of her grandparents and her parents' prob...
din noe she's so strong....
n i nvm feel so comfortable toking to her oso..
n she made me c somethings frm a diff light....

i feel no pressure being w her....i m more like myself when i m w her...which is wat i wan

glad tt i gif it a try...perhaps things will reali work out...who noes???

din noe tt der's so many things to do when national dae cum...
thou i carn bitch much abt my work in dix blog...
noe too much stuff isn't a gd thing...