carn take it anymore

4th dae liao...din hear anything abt her...din msg her..din call her...din reali c her online n tok to her online...wonder how is she doing now..wonder how's her eye liao...haf the redness totali gone liao?wish i can sms her n ask her how's her eye liao..but tink she quite sick of me nagging at her n keep asking her how's her eye...can i control myself frm msging her?
suddenli dun y i m afraid tt if i dun sms her, dun call her or dun tok to her online, she will haf the feeling tt i reali forget her liao...tt's wat happen e other time in taiwan...i controlled myself frm smsing or calling her, noe it hurt her n it gave her the feeling i had forgotten abt her liao..
jux wan to noe how's her eye...maebi go drop her a sms ltr...
went back to camp this afternoon cos i tried to wake up in the morning but carn...
tink my understudy learnt quite slowly...hope s3 dun call me back again to teach him...
den gana caught in the rain...damned pissed...