bdae celebration again

haha..2dae is yet another bdae celebration...and once again it's so far..at seng kang...
huikeng's 21 bdae...at her hse n der's so many pple..from relatives to sec frens, jc frens n tink a few uni frens ba...played card game n did 120 push up...haha
but nvm la..it's all in the name of fun n treat it as gd arm exercise lor
den so heng...on my way back saw chee...carn believe it man..thou he's not e person i want to c den...
e onli takeaway from huikeng's party is it's reali beautiful if ur gf can celebrate ur 21 bdae wif u...
used to b possible for me...suddenli i got this tot...rather den 3 person get hurt..y not onli 1?
hurt will go away one dae...thou it can take a very long time...i duno
jux another tot of mind...
tok to her again...online...cos she sae she need business time den i try to help her...even ran down to the convenience store to check it out if der's 18 feb business time...
but as expected, dun haf...tot may still haf a chance...maebi miracle dun happen ba in this world or god dun like me at all...
if he like me, i sld not fail my psc scholarship interview n i wld now b overseas..starting a new life...n not in the state tt i m in now...
silli to blame god rite?
jux blame myself for being so useless ba...
no mood to blog liao..
jux hope i can wake up tmr at 8 plus cos i wan to c the nba all star game at 9..
tink it's 9...