frustrated

i m damned frustrated now!!!!!
my dad seem to know my leg condition beta den i when it's my own body...
tt's y i conclude tt it's beta to injure my hand den my leg...
at least i can still get out of my hse....
wakao lor....i haven being out of my hse since 18jun liao...n i carn take it liao....
thur is my scholarship ceremony....
how i wish she cld b der....but she carn make it cos of work....
mayb i will jux put it as disappointment ba
after all, she's alr not my gf so i carn expect so much from her....
tinking it dis way make me feel beta....
i hope it work tt way.....
me damn pissed now...
duno wat to blog....