1st dae as a teacher

i will sum it up as a fuck up experience....
totally low morale after all my 3 lessons ended....even tot of quitting e job....
n now i finali noe y e previous teacher wanted to change his career frm a teacher to a engineer...
cos he cant take it...
it's not e work load...cos i tink i haf experienced more workload in e army den dix....
e workload is quite relax as i sorted dem out
but e students reali sucks....
or mayb i suck at controlling dem...
i duno wat i can do to dem....
desperately wanted to avoid my army mentality
cos it's not e army...
if i were in e army n my men were like e students i saw 2dae....
i will charge all of dem n send dem to db to wake up their farking idea...
esp e sec 1 classes...
i tot e sec 3a2 was bad...but after i went to the sec 1 class...
i felt tt e sec 3 class actuali not tt bad....sec 1 was rowdy n childlish....
mayb pri sch will b better
more innocent....i duno
i still got a long way to go.....10 wks....
mux b positive
if not life will b v bad...n i will b suffering for e next 10 wks if i choose to stay der....
hope tmr will b better