pre-flight blues

duno y but feeling v down 2dae
mayb it's bcos i m flying in another few hrs time n i m not reali prepared to fly...
no mood to go taiwan for trg
esp since we r going wif the new co....
duno y keep having the feelings that things will go wrong in taiwan...

actuali i hope tt i can c winnie one more time b4 i fly...
but guess it's better not to....
2dae is my cousin's bdae and tmr is my bdae....
haiz...y m i going to taiwan..

can i dun go???